Have you ever missed someone and felt terrible because you think that he/she doesn't miss you?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. You will be sitting around wondering if you meant anything to him/her. Thinking if he/she ever cares about you.

Rushing to the phone once you got a message or it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time you went out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit on the swings again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to msn hoping to see him/her online.

When you realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your message, you will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes you to loneliness. It teaches you how to cope with being lonely and let you know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

It feels good to miss someone. You know that you really care and you indulge in the feeling of loving,caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if she is feeling the same is terrible. You feel as if you are being left alone.

Love is another thing. If you have it, you don't need to have anything else. If you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.

So if you miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss you. But for some situation, no. He/she might feel awkward and doesn't want to say anything about it, leaving you with questions.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If you are the one being missed and you know it, let the other party know. If you miss him/her too, tell them.

Don't let them wait.

I miss you.
Happiness and support when i am down.
Fun and enjoyable when we are together.
Special and unique you always are.
Thank you. (:

Local Attachment till 21st November.
Overseas Attachment from 23rd November till 3rd of January. (too bad Weichong and Shilong, I can't celebrate your birthdays with you guys.)
And yay! I got my orange nano ipod! :D:D:D
All thanks to Qingwen for lending me his visa card so I can bought it online plus an engraving on it! Thanks Qingwen!

Have been really busy with Photoshop, Dreamweaver, Flash, Javascript and PHP. Now something is cracking my head! how do I use flash to communicate to the Database(MySQL) ARGH!
And the worse thing is, I have to multi task and there's no one know Flash except me. -.- GG. all the flash editing all come to me then.
But then I am loving this job though of this pack of work, I'm actually going down to kindergartens and centres to assist the small children with their Lego robotics next week. OMG. kids! =X between 4-6, one of my colleagues was worried that I mine bully the kids lo. HAHAHA!! BU HUI DE LA! HAHAHA!

gosh. I think I'm tired of writing reports! :(

I had an orientation in the company which helps me to know about my colleagues, basic usage of fax machine, pick up and transferring calls. As I am not very sure about hardware troubleshooting and hardware DIY, my supervisor attach me to another supervisor called Eng Wah who is the charge of the content and designing.
The first 3 hours I was busying packing robotics Lego to different boxes, and then have an sudden interview with the boss, Mr Heng. I told him about myself and my software skills but what he said that my skills are very limited which will benefit his company, so he encouraged me to be positive and learn a new java language called ‘PHP’ which was not taught in our school. At first I was quite stress with it, asking myself why am I doing something that are not taught by the school at all. Isn’t we should be using the skills we learn in school for the company instead of learning a new one.
PHP was totally different from what I learnt, I have a hard time picking up and asking lot of questions. I guess I didn’t have a good sleep last night, which makes me can’t concentrate while I am at work. I was given an assignment of making a basic PHP website and the dateline was one week later, which mean I have about one week to learn all the statements and skills of PHP. I felt it was boring for the first day as they don’t allow MSN which I can’t have any communication with my friends. Well, I hope tomorrow would be a better day.

LOL That's was my report for today. I manage to use msn and play some facebook games though. Their computer are very very fast!
wooo.. GOOD! for dota! =X

Getting more and more busy as the day goes by. Tomorrow need to go the IAP attachment briefing, even though I didn't get any message to be there.
Please don't post me to some ulu ulu place or a very far place. I think I will late for work for at least 3 days a week if that so.
And the worse thing is that, I only got 6 days of pathetic holidays, now 5.

Hope everything will be alright after my holidays. :)

Cheer up. Dreams are big and ambitious, and some can be exaggerating too. But it's your dream from the very special you, so work hard and start building it right now! :)