Well. That was during her birthday, where I managed to get a black forest chocolate cake for her birthday. Cause she don't celebrate her birthday with a birthday cake, so I bought one for her.

We took a bus to east coast park for her celebration. It was damn windy that night, found a nice spot and lay my sleeping bag act as a mat for us to sit down. We have our talks and I looked closely at my watch, waiting for the time to strike 12 midnight.

12am.

I faster took my lighter(Eh.. I don't smoke.) to light up one candle. Tried many times to light up that little candle because of the strong wind. irritating.

With our hands covered the flame, I sang my fastest birthday song ever in my life. HAHAHA.. and she is only 2 years old that day! lol. only she knows why she is 2 that day, or maybe not. She tends to forget things easily. =/

hold her hands and had a stroll along the beach, that was the night which I felt that i was the most happiest man in the world.

Well, happiness don't always last very long for me.

Ya. She is only one who can give me a lots of comfort, support, encouragement, accompany, love and most importantly happiness.

She will be the only one, who can stands my nagging and emotions.

She always complained that I always say her this and that or rather disturbing her.
Well, I'm taking this chance to thank her and say something more which I think she wants to know.
She is always be my number 1st person in my heart, a special friend, compassionate, gifted, understanding who have many many good characteristics that she has.

Well.. I hope I would be able to hold her hands again, celebrate her every birthday and cross over her hurdles, one by one in her messy life. Hope that she won't be that stress, thinking about her future and family. Stay strong my girl. Eat more. sleep more. get fatter. you're still the best! :)

Good night.
8.5.2009